Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Time to move on!

Time to move on to new horizons?

Intro
It's been years now since people are telling me about whether I think about moving to some other countries to seek better living. I've always responded with the fact that I love my country but days past me by and I start wondering if the people managing it really care about us, the population and whether I could end up really getting a better standard of living and somehow get the best out of myself.

Running Away
Everyone got their own problems, at different scales may be, but a problem remains a problem and we need to fix it, isn't it? We just can't keep running away. Well am I actually running away? No, that's totally not right, if I finally decided to move on with life and leave once and for all it's because am going to find solutions to problems I can't just solve by being around and continue this life that satisfy only the basics. I have dreams, new dreams. (Yeah, the old ones are well and truly broken).

I no longer dream about the perfect family in the perfect house with the river passing by. My dream today is to be autonomous and help my mum and dad have a better standard of living. A better home. If today my mind is set and want to leave, it is surely because I am more motivated than discourage. It is because I still have hope that I can get everything working again. Because I think it's never too late to dream for a bigger, better dream.

Leaving behind
Don't you dare think that I'll be happy to leave, cause behind am leaving a family. I'd be leaving my Mum and Dad. My sister is aboard and now me. Their two children would have left them? I've managed to convinced myself that they will be happy, happy for us, filled with pride. Having the feeling of having accomplished successfully their task as parents!

Friends? I convinced myself that with globalisation and the Internet I'll be able to keep in contact with some of them, and I do believe that only true one will remain with me during the bad times. I'll leave behind people I love and care for, but some of them just don't care back.

Finally I end up thinking to myself, isn't all this too broken to try fix? Isn't it time to clean up the mess and starting building afresh, again?